I don't like money, actually, but it quiets my nerves

I still haven’t got my payment. Man I am irritated. Generally my bosses in the US are very prompt with the payment. But this month I have been left in the cold. Everyone else has got their money. I am still dreaming of it. Can t even concentrate on work..isnt that natural? What motivates you, if not money? I have so many things planned. Need to buy gifts for my family who I am visiting after months. But no money yet. Ok. Take a deep breath. Calm down. After all money is not everything right? I don't like money, actually, but it quiets my nerves……